K I had the craziest dream today that I just had to write down.
I was on a group campout. Brad and some of my family were there (mom, dad, matt, chris, camille, aunt tiffany, her daughter katie, my grandma and grandpa)...the rest of the people I didn't know. We were all in cabins. The leader of the campout provided everything from clothes, shoes, and food. EVERYTHING. He seemed like a very nice older gentleman and everyone liked him. He would go to each cabin and talk to each family. For some reason, I had a bad feeling about him. I kept telling Brad I didnt trust him but he said I was wrong about him. During all this, I realized I had powers lol...I have no idea where they came from but I could fly, burn things with my eyes, had super strength, and could see into peoples minds. I could see into this old guys mind and knew he was a very bad guy. Before I could tell everyone that we needed to get outta there we were taken hostage. My dad was held in a different room then everyone else. I guess since he works for the government that they needed him to do something. I knocked out the guards and was able to help everyone escape. But we didnt get far...we were caught and taken back. I didnt understand how they found us so fast. Brad and I decided to escape and find help. I told him about my powers but of course he didnt believe me. We started climbing this very steep mountain. Half way up I slipped and started to fall...but then I realized, duh, I can fly! lol So I grabbed Brad and flew to the top of the mountain. He was in shock. When we reached the top we didnt have time to talk because there was a group of guards waiting for us with guns. I had never seen a gun that before...it was more of a laser. They were threatening to shoot my dad if I didnt surrender and go with them. I starred at the guns for a few seconds and they started melting in the guys hand. They were like what the heck, how did I get here, what's going on?! They dropped the melted gun and ran away. I was confused about what they had said...what did they mean "how did we get here? whats going on?" We returned to the base camp were everyone else was being held and soon realized what was going on. We melted all the guns and all the guards ran off as before. Then my Aunt Tiffany tried to knock me out, then everyone joined in. Brad and I started running from them. They were all hypnotized. They couldn't control what they were doing. I finally got them all back in the big cabin and locked them in. I left brad there to guard the door. I went to find the old guy (btw this guy never had a name lol) I found him looking over a cliff with two guards. The guards looked like bikers. They gave me an evil smile and tried to grab me. Of course they didn't get me...I jumped up and kicked them in the face and knocked them out cold. The old guy looked at me and said "ive been looking for you." I read his mind and realized he is planning to blow up the cabin where everyone is held! I quickly grabbed him and threw him off the cliff as fast as I could and flew back to the cabin. When I got there I explained to Brad what was going on. I opened the door and let the people out. I focused on each person and was able to unhypnotize them one at a time, as quick as I could. I got everyone out. We ran quickly to that cliff where I was before. When we got there, my aunt and her daughter started walking down a trail over the cliff. Walking up the trail I saw the crazy old man!! I yelled to them to stop and come back. But I guess he had hypnotized them again! Katie ran straight into his arms. He told us to go back to the cabin. We had to listen since he was holding Katie hostage. He locked all of us in. I kept thinking how to save us. I tried to read the old guys mind. After about ten minutes, I realize the bomb is not in the cabin...ITS IN OUR BOOTS!!! Remember I said he gave us all boots! I yelled "Take off your boots, the bombs in their!!" They looked at me horrified and started ripping the boots off as fast as they could. They put them all in a bag. I knew we had seconds before they would explode and kill everyone. I grabbed the bag and flew out the door as high as i could...and threw the boots as far as I could. BOOOOOOMB!!!
And thats how it ended lol Random, yes! Crazy, YES!! I have very weird dreams. So I think this could be made into a movie lol What do you think? lol
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
I haven't been very good about writing on here. It's been like three months since my last post lol!! Well, lets see, ummm what has happened to me... First of all, I'm ENGAGED!! Yay me!! lol ;) Yes, i am the future Mrs. Bradley Millwood...he he! He proposed three days before my birthday in April. He took me out to dinner at this very expensive restaurant called Shulas (I think that's how its spellt) I got a 16ounce prime rib, huge baked potato, ceasar salad, and bread. It was so good, but pricey! Then he said that we were going to see a movie. We were all dressed up, me in a formal dress and him in a suit so I was thinking why are we going to a movie lol. We pulled up and I got out...he got on one knee and proposed!! The movie theatre was where we had our first date/kiss :) I had no idea until he reminded me lol It was so romantic!! I loved it!! We were gonna get married this summer but his family were against it. And they did everything in their power to post pone it. So I gave in...i'm not gonna have a huge fight on my wedding. It's supposed to be the happiest day of our lives. So i'm giving Brad time to decide when he will be ready to get married. I'm fine with waiting, I just wish his parents would give me a chance and also let him make his own decisions. Things have gotten a lot better since that went down. Except i'm having trouble with work. I honestly hate it, everything about it. The bosses drive me crazy and I swear one of the leads hates me cuz he makes my life a living hell. But I haven't found another job so i'm stuck at the moment unless they decide to fire me. I don't really care at this point. Going to this job just stresses me out so much. Anyways, i've decided to finally try the Smart for life diet, aka cookie diet. I've seen peoples lives changed by it so i'm gonna give it a shot. Brad and I got season passes to Six Flags in Georgia. He's been trying to get me to go on their biggest rollar coaster, Goliath. I made a deal that if he helps me make my diet goal then i'll go on it. I might cry on it though lol It has two 17 story drops on it!! It's crazy!! But if I can get healthy i'll do just about anything!! So ill let you know what happens. I think i'm ordering my first five weeks of cookies tonight. I guess that's about it for now. Ill try harder to keep up with this. Miss you all!
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Well, Brad moved into the apartment. I think i'm waking him up with all this typing. oh well lol just wanted to say...I think this is a good thing, a really good thing. I'm gonna get my life back on track with the help of a man who loves me. I'm nervous and excited. I want things to be perfect. I'll type more later. But I love him, I really do!!
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
The past two months have been the best and maybe the worst months of my life. The best because I met the man of my dreams and I am certain he is the one!! We are perfect for each other...made for each other! He just keeps getting more and more wonderful! We both want the same things outta life and we want to start a life together. But the problem is my life is screwed up. I wish it wasn't because I want to be ready to get married. But i'm not. Dang it! Long story short, i've been having major fiancial troubles. I've been trying my hardest to figure things out on my own but it seems like every effort I make I take two steps backwards. Nothing works out and every time it doesnt I get more depressed. Having Brad is really the only happiness in my life right now. And I hate that! I constantly worry about everything. About not being able to pay bills, about disappointing my family or brad, being stuck at my crappy job forever, feeling alone, and anything else that happens to come up. I really can't take this much longer. I don't know what to do differently. I've tried finding another job...I guess i'm gonna have to buckle down and work fast food or something idk. I'm just so stressed and i'm surprised Brad is even sticking around with me because I am a mess!! I keep breaking down and crying over stupid stuff. And I try to talk to my parents but they never have time or don't want to deal with me. My dad thinks i'm ruining the family name. So whatever...i'm never gonna make them happy. Last night, I thought my internet was shut off cause I forgot to pay it or something. I freaked out. I even called my mom, which I never do cause usually talking to her makes things worse. But I just broke down crying telling her whats been going on. She didnt have much to say but she said to call my Dad. At least now they know exactly whats going on and its not a big secret. I think they already guessed but idk. Brad has been really great (as always). I came home sunday and he had bought me some groceries and a memory foam pillow. He really is a sweetheart! So, he's gonna move in with me soon. I haven't told my parents because I know they are gonna flip. It's not the ideal thing but I think it's the right thing for right now. I know they have the same fear I do, that things will go bad with Brad. But I really, honestly believe that Brad is different then past relationships. He is loving, caring, honest, trustworthy, and treats me like a man should. Things will work out! I hope that eventually I can go back to church. And I hope I can get my life back on track so Brad and I can start our own life together. i never want to lose him...he is every thing i've ever wanted and more. I can't even describe the connection I have to him. It's amazing!! Well, I gotta go to work but i'll write more later. Please send prayers my way because i'm gonna need them. Thanks!
Monday, January 26, 2009
Well, this is gonna be a total 180 from my last blog lol Anyways, from those who know me....you already know i've been dating the most fabulous guy ever! For those who don't know me, i'll explain lol So, about two months ago I met Brad (aka Bradley James) on the most red neck dating website ever....called singlesnet.com. Honestly I don't recommend the site lol I got so many weirdos sending me emails asking if i wanted to start a family or for a hook up. So I deleted my account after a few months...but I met a couple guys before I did. One ended up being a freaky stalker guy and another was just an ass hole. So, thats about when I wrote that last blog in November. I was really feeling down and hating all men at that point lol So in December I got feeling a little better about myself and was bored and decided to try that website again. I don't know why...I just had a feeling. So at first things seemed to be about the same...all the guys on there are old creepy and looking for some young hot ass lol Then I started talking to Brad. We aren't sure who messaged who first but we first started emailing then we talked on yahoo messenger a little bit. Then he gave me his phone number and we started texting. He seemed like a really nice guy but I was still sketchy about meeting another guy. I was tired of getting hurt. But this one saturday I woke up and was texting him. I got this strong feeling that I should ask if he wanted to do something. I hadn't planned on it...it was all so random. So we decided to meet for lunch at this Cajin restaurant. It was really nice. And amazingly I wasn't at all nervous! I am a shy person, and usually have a hard time meeting people and talking for the first time. But with him it was different. After we ate we decided to go check out the new bass pro shop. I had so much fun! We just looked around the store, talked, made jokes. It was awesome! We didn't want the night to end lol So after sitting in my car talking for a while we decided to go see a movie!! We saw 'four Christmases". It was an alright movie. I just liked being with him! hehe! I could tell he was nervous. As we walked to the cars after the movie he said I didn't know if you wanted me to put my arm around you. I was like, I wouldn't have minded :) Anyways, that was our first date :) So we've been dating ever since...almost two months!! It's been amazing! He treats me like a princess! I have fallen so head over heals for him! I have never felt this way about anyone!! He is the sweetest, kindest, most sincere guy i've ever met! We are so in love...he tells me he loves me every time we talk or see eachother :) I've never been so happy! I have been praying so hard lately...and every time I ask about Brad I get the same strong incredable feeling that he is the one for me!! I can't believe I finally found him! I want to do everything right with this relationship, I never want to lose him! I think about him every second of every day...and it kills me to be away from him. He currently lives an hour from me so we see eachother about once a week :( it sucks! But hopefully he'll be moving closer to me in the next few weeks :) Anyways, I could go on and on about how wonderful Brad is but i'm sure this blog is already way too long lol Well, ill right more later!! peace out!